I'm actually happy now. A year ago, I was depressed, and I wanted to kill myself.. But now, I'm all happy.. No suicide-thoughts anymore. And that's good right? But, I have no REAL friend.. You know, a frjend that REALLY understands me for who I am, that can give me tips, and comfort me when I'm sad.. Except for Emma, but she is ALMOST a real friend.. She kinda gets me. And I feel alone.. On holidays, nobody calls me, everybody calls some other pepole, but no-one calls me.. God, I'm lonely.. I just wish I could have a real friend.. I'm not saying that all my buddies out on the web (you know who you are) aren't my friends.. But it's different, and I'm sure you understand HOW.
And, you know, I'm 12. And when you are 12, pepole get's boyfriends/girlfriends, and they are making out in every empty corner on the schoolyard.. And sometimes I wish that I could have a boyfriend, but no guy likes me.. And, I have no idea why. Am I that ugly? This maybe sound like HUGE teenage issues, and you might think;"god, she so un-mature". But I am mature, very mature for being 12 years old.
So, this is just a random complain and thought post..